I Need Backup

It's been awhile since I've posted anything, so here's the 411:

Over the summer I had lost about 20 pounds. It was the perfect set up: I would exercise daily, I would eat healthily (even when I cheated, it was never THAT bad), and keeping up that lifestyle was fun for me. I'm afraid that coming back to college has completely thrown me off. With my busy schedule, it's hard (but not impossible), to find time to work out. What I really need is to be held accountable for my actions again. I need to post pictures of what I'm eating, and post weekly weigh in pictures. I went back to that lifestyle of eating junk and not paying attention to what my body is trying to tell me. I'm taking this final stand after falling down a few times, and I'm going to continue losing weight. This is ESPECIALLY important because winter is coming, and that's when I really pack on the pounds. So I need to get back into this healthy groove, so I won't be storing fat for hibernation. No hibernating! No matter how cold it gets, I will get my butt out there and get to the gym!

Another big thing is managing my time. I have 4239473 things on my to-do list that needs to get done before I work out. So I need to go back in time to when I managed my time like a boss, and I need to be able to make everything happen. I don't know what happened to my optimistic, determined, motivated attitude, but I'm optimistic, determined, and motivated to get it back:) I know those of you who know me, and enjoyed following my progress in the summer are rooting for my success, and that helps me a lot also. So thank you, loved ones, who kept me going all summer and supported me for the first 20 pounds, but now I need more support than every for the next 20 pounds. I know I can do it. I went away for awhile, but now I'm back full-force and ready to kick ass:)

Today I consumed WAY too many calories, and I'm ashamed of myself. I did have a great workout, though, that made me sore, so at least the whole day wasn't a complete bust. Tomorrow I'm going to weigh in no matter if I gained weight or not. I'm restarting, and I know it's going to be great.