FRYday

7:56pm
My skin has taken the humidity and turned itself into a pimple production plant. My skin was doing so well for the whole summer--until now. I hardly wore make up, washed it everyday, it was beautiful. But in the last two days it decided it was going to plaster blemishes all over. Me sweating with my work outs everyday doesn't help, either. Today was my first successful Friday I think since I've been on my diet.

My workout class this morning had me dripping sweat and wanting my mommy (exaggeration). We did weight training, abs, and lots and lots of cardio. So. Many. Lunges. I hate it, but I love it. I hate when my arms and legs are on fire, but I love feeling accomplished and productive. It's going to become my Friday ritual until I have to go back to school. Which is like in exactly a month.

I can tell I'm getting my confidence back. Although I have a long way to go, I can feel myself becoming more and more proud of the changes my body has already made. 

I have noticed first that my face is thinner, I've mentioned that. Then it was the boobs. I'm so happy to be getting rid of the huge boobs I acquired along with all the other fat. I can't stand them. They hurt when I run, and getting all new bras because my old ones wouldn't fit is expensive!  So I'm happy that they are significantly smaller. Then my arms: they're not as flabby! They're getting some tone to them. And finally, my legs. They would have this cottage cheese like texture about them, and I've noticed that has gone away and they are becoming firmer. 

I ate a chocolate, peanut butter and banana body by vi shake this morning: two scoops of the mix, a tablespoon of sugar free fat free pudding mix, a banana energy mixer inner thing, and 8oz of vanilla almond milk and ice. SO good, SO filling. 

For lunch I had a beef merlot healthy choice steamer and a banana. -that's it until dinner, when I got take out from Happy Joes.

BUT GUESS WHAT?!?!

It was a HALF CHICKEN CAESAR SALAD! Which, is like nothing. 

My calories were only 1019 today. I sweated a lot during dodgeball too since I

it was like 150º in the gym. I'm really anxious to get my new running shoes and to see how not cheating on the weekend affects my ability to lose weight come wednesday. Only 14 more pounds and I'll be under 200 pounds! Which, saying out loud sounds excruciating...how the piss did I get up that far without noticing? 

Ugh, anyway. I'm exhausted. Time for bed! (It's 8:20 on a Friday, how sad my life has become)