"My clothes are just shrinking in the wash"
"It's the freshman fifteen"
"I haven't had time to work out"Well, I think the last straw is the fact that I can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror. And my friends tell me, "Well, you aren't THAT fat." Okay, it's true. I'm not like 200 pounds morbidly overweight. But, I'm definitely overweight.
I think the worst part is knowing that my boyfriend has been watching me pack on the pounds throughout our growing relationship. When we first met, I had a flat stomach. Now, it's so far from flat I could probably bounce it off the ground. I could fit in a size 14 jean and now I'm creeping up on four pants size larger (and you're thinking size 14?! That's not skinny!) Let's get one thing straight, I will never be a size 2. I don't want be a size 2. I don't even want to be skinny. I want to get fit. I am a big boned girl, I love my curves, and my big butt. I don't like my massive thighs, my flabby arms, or my stretch marks. So I know it's time for a change.
First things first: EATING LESS.
My biggest problem is that I love food so much, I just keep eating it even when I'm full. I need to learn how to eat in proper portions. And when I do get hungry, eat food that is good for me and my metabolism, because it's about as fast as dial-up internet.Second of all: EXERCISING EVERYDAY.
I work at a gym, so there are literally NO excuses. I need to do weight lifting, cardio, abs, and stretches. I don't like running, but the hardest part is starting. As long as I can run a couple miles a day, that will start adding up. I always been in sports, and I'm an athletic person, but I get lazy. And my dorm in the fall is located right.next.to.the.gym. Again,EXCUSES.
On the left was me about 3 years ago.. I would like to combine what I looked like then with a little bit of muscle. Not a ton, and I definitely don't want to look like this>>>>>>>>>>
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